Silence. I keep quiet. Not because I’ve got nothing to say, neither because I don’t think… I keep to myself, thinking I shouldn’t bother.
No revelations, no news, I’m at the starting point: “what should I do”.
I know what I feel and I don’t fear my feelings or my emotions. They can take their place in me and I let them take me on a trip as if they were waves. I feel lighter. It’s so liberating to let go, I don’t need to always be in control.
Maybe for some it’s easier to go on, while I abandon myself to reflection and when it’s too much i listen to that song that takes me back into a dream déjà vécu…